HiFelicia

The level up is lonely. After

35 days post op ive been slowly trying to reconnect to my people and its been so odd. Ive grown past all of them, and i have no choice but to leave them behind.

Im literally ghosting my past. I cant believe all i use tolerate & accept. Disrespect. Condescending statements, shadiness, being used for my energy & craft, non reciprocated behavior in relationships… i let so much slide. I didn’t think I deserved anything better, and i should be grateful for the people who wanted to be in my life. Granted i would always walk tf away but by the time I would, so much would’ve happened.

It’s something about surgery , that forces you to love on yourself. You have no choice but to have high ass standards after surgery, and it doesn’t have much to do with aesthetics: what you go through, how you have to take care of yourself, put yourself first, slow down and demand more, how you become in tune & pay attention to your needs and wants, because ultimately you have no choice or you’ll have ugly/mid results.

Please don’t wait for something like surgery to instill boundaries. Idgaf if youre 700 lbs. a mf better come correct. Dont let anyone play with you.